AN ETERNAL REST ... (Un eterno descanso..)

Today all I want is an eternal rest ..

If it were me I would not be here but it is the sovereign decides qe me ..

The day will come when it's all over but in the meantime I have to keep fighting and sovrevivir ..

I wish to have options .. but it is not so .. the only thing there is to be born, live and die ..

No more fights I do not want discucion .. I just want peace in the heart ..

To have this life .. I'd rather die .. is it not right to think so, but makes no sense to continue ..

I would wake up from this eternal damnation .. but do not know how ..

THIS VERY HEART BROKEN ..

I can not think, I can not sleep .. all in my mind is spinning and my mind is confusion on ..
To be so do not want to go .. The only thing left is ....

AN ETERNAL REST ...